stupid santa ana winds

i think they're the santa anas, at least... i'm wearing a long skirt today, so that wasn't helping. it was catching all the wind and i barely made it from my car to the door. seriously! that's a strong wind.

either that, or i REALLY need to start going back to the gym.

tonight's our xmas dinner. we don't have a company xmas party or anything like that, so every year (except for last year) our boss takes some people out. i'm not really social or anything, so these events are always a little bit painful for me. until i suck down that first glass of wine! hehe. well, even then it's uncomfortable.

i wish i could be one of those people who could just mingle and not feel all self-conscious about it.

it was so gross... last night i had to change the bunny's litter. it SMELLED so bad. i wanted to retch. usually steve does that. he's a good hubby. i let the bunny in for a bit and she went straight to the corner with the diaper (one of those bed liners for people who pee in their beds) and peed. a LOT.

so i changed that out and put out another one. she went back to it and peed a lot. again. and pooped all over it. i was like, "god, you're so weird!" and i called steve to tell him about it and he told me that i needed to change out the litter.

oh, yeah. forgot about that. i went outside to retrieve it and it was FULL of poop and pee. it was so damned heavy. *shudder* thank god those poops are just little pellets. i don't think i could ever have a dog or anything. those poops are like human poops. ew.

and do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to go into sav-on and buy a big ol' bag of those bed wetting diaper pads? i hate doing that. stupid bunny. one of these days i'm going to run into someone i know. *cringe*

and it's sad that the highlight of my night was cleaning out the bunny's litter. at least i got to play pikmin.